Trust

trust

trəst/

noun

1. 1.

   firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something.

   "relations have to be built on trust"

   
   

They say to trust is the belief that someone or something has the ability to accomplish the end product you want/need so much so that you rely on them.
When you believe that someone has your best interests at heart and you give them the special attention for the entitlement of their opinion.

Do you know it's possible to love someone emotionally without trusting?
Or to trust someone without loving emotionally?
Though it is harder to not trust someone you love emotionally.

But,
You can.

Why harder though?
Because you're emotionally attached to the person.
Emotions from the heart always make a mess out of the plans we already formed in out minds.
Choose not to trust the person and lets see how long you won't give in to the care and concern you have for him/her.

In the end, you end up doing the same thing.

Opening up.

With or without trust,
Possibly even knowing that it's the biggest and wrongest move.
Remembering why you never trusted in the first place?

Still opening up even when you know you've handed a murderer a gun.

Still opening up even when you know this would be the reason for sleepless nights and countless nightmares.

Some people choose isolation, miserable loneliness to avoid this risk. People still come. Maybe even more than what usually. They come with hammers and anything that would deliver an impact, trying to break that wall that was built up. When that doesn't work, they come with treaties of peace and promises and weird gifts. Gifts of hope and love in trade for just a little faith. As though they would reach treasures on the other side.

But the other side is a wreck. Far from treasures. The right people are the ones that realise this soon enough.

Maybe someone comes with a wrecking ball?
I'd freak out.
Miley Cyrus.



Just wanted to say, even if you're struggling with trust, the journey is when you take the first step to believe in yourself. I guess even I am still struggle with this.
"A bird sitting on a tree is never afraid of the branch breaking because her trust is not in the branches but her own wings. You've got to believe in yourself."